TO GET TO YOU - ( 4/11 )

[octavialao]

Title: To Get To You
Author: Power Ranger Red Sho Nut octavialao

Pairings: Sakumoto

Genre: Angst, Romance
Length: Multi-chaptered

Summary: Jun left Sho. He can't blame him though. It was all his fault. But he wants to see him again to get him back.

He loved how beautiful the man beside him is. His skin was smooth and fair. He can’t stop himself from licking his lips from the sight. He loved how his fingers seem to fit his partner's. As if their hands was a puzzle and was made for each other. He loves to touch and caress the man’s chocolate brown hair, it was soft and he liked how it feels in his fingers. He touched the face of the sleeping man. He trailed his fingers from his forehead, to his eyes, to his nose and down to his lips. He smiled. That lips was like a drug. He leaned down and brushed his lips to the other’s. And he whispered, “I Love you so much.” And then the man beside him stirred and opened his eyes and said.

“We are not a couple. We’re just bandmates nothing more and nothing less. The company and sex was okay but I don’t love you Jun I never did ”. his eyes when wild! He wanted to scream but his voice failed him! The man beside him slowly faded and with desperation Jun tried grab Sho!

“Jun! Jun! JUN!”

He woke up when someone shook him and was screaming his name. He was panting eyes wide and was sweating alot. Warm palms cupped his cheeks, and both thumbs brushed the tears that were falling. He slowly turned to the owner of of those comforting hands and he felt secured.

She was smiling at him. It was warm and bright. but there a hint of sadness that lingered in her eyes as well. She slowly leaned her forehead to Jun’s, nose also touching his. She breathed and whispered.

“had another nightmare? I think I could fix that”.

And then she draw their lips together. It was soft, light and also needy. Jun felt butterflies in his stomach. He cupped her face with his right hand and his left on her waist pulling her body closer to his. She encircled her arms to Jun’s neck and caressed Jun’s nape as she titled her face for Jun to gain more access. Then soon the kiss broke. Jun was now smiling while staring at those blue loving eyes. He thought to himself that he was lucky to have met a wonderful person who takes care of him.

He locked her in his embrace and whispered in her ear.

“Thank you Stef. Im glad you’re here with me”.

Stephanie chuckled. “And here I thought you’re going to say I love you! Maybe that’s how you say those three words so, I LOVE YOU TOO!”

Jun stared at her, brows furrowed and his face looked guilty. He can never bring himself to say that he loves Staphanie. It’s not that he doesn’t love her. But he just want to confirm his feelings for her. And telling someone that you love me them means you already have to commit to be them. But Jun was afraid. He knows very well that there is still a part of him that lingered in the past. But he is also afraid to admit that maybe he was truly falling for Stephanie, or to admit that maybe he was just using Stephanie to forget him.

“Oh come on! I was just joking!” she pinched Jun’s cheeks lovingly.

“Don’t wear that guilty face! I know you’re not ready yet! But I can wait! So stop sulking Matsumoto or else!”

“Or else what?”

“Or else I’ll do this.” She pinched Jun’s right nipple and Jun jerked. He felt hot all of a sudden. That was one of his sensitive spot. Stephanie grinned and looking at him with a naughty thought in mind. Then she pinched his left nipple and then the right and so on. He stared at her and started to laugh.

“hmm, someone is going to get an early breakfast in bed”. He said huskily and moved closer to her. Stephanie was giggling and chuckling as she got up the bed and tried running away from Jun. But soon Jun caught her, pinned her to the floor and kissed her breathlessly. They both had a great breakfast in bed that day or should I say on the floor.

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“Jun, I just finished a new story plot.” Stephanie told him while Jun was in the kitchen cooking dinner. she was in the living room wtching TV.

“another story plot? That’s like the 3rd one this month.”

“you know I got a lot of spare time.”

“you going to bid that one to a producer?”

“hmmm, actually..”

Stephanie went inside the kitchen and hugged Jun facing his back.

“I want this, I want to do this myself.”

“hmm? Do you mean?”

“Yes Jun, I want to make this movie myself. I think it’s about time to finally make a official movie. I'm a director for goodness sake! I can’t live off make scripts all my life.”

“Well you really should do it! I think you can do great film! You are the most talked about upcoming Hollywood Director anyway. You should start making your own mark.”

“I was also wondering if you could be my assistant director. Since your still in the Academy, you can apply everything you learned so far and get a taste of the real deal. And I think your ideas could this film a success.”

“Why would you need my ideas? You’re the best!” Jun said with a little confusion.

“Well, I need some insights from a real Japanese.”

“A real Japanese?” Jun stared at her and slowly realizing what she meant.

“ow, you mean it has a Japanese flavour to it?”

“uhuh, and I want a Japanese actor for this.”

“Japanese? Well, I know a lot of great actors. I can arrange a meeting if you want”.

“No it’s okay. I already went to Universal Studios for this project. I will co-produce the film. I just went there and they were actually eating my ideas. I don’t why though.”

“ You originally wrote a story line for Avatar which topped the charts. I think I understand why they were literally eating up your ideas.”

“That? I wrote that when I was 15 years old Jun, and Im still at lost as to why that movie was a big hit! It’s a child’s play movie!” Stephanie chuckled.
“Well, it goes to show that even your drabbles can be a great movie.”

“Yea! Yea! By the way, I have narrow down some of Japanese actors that I knew. And I think I’ll accept your offer of arraging a meeting with them. I’m dying to meet them.”

“Sure! Who are they anyway?”

“Well, Im sure you know them very well. And besides they are like the top celebrities in Japan.”

Jun just arched his right eyebrow in confusion.

“I’d like to meet Arashi! I’m really curious about Ohno Satoshi and Ninomiya Kazunari! Maou and letters to Iwo Jima was marvellous. And also, I’m very interested in Sakurai Sho.”

Jun’s eyes turned wide and wild. Hearing his name was like poison that burns his throat. He almost forgot to breathe.

“but Stef I-“

“Please Jun? This is important to me this would be my very first movie debut in Hollywood. I know I’m making an impossible request, but please! Please. ”

Jun considered it for a moment. Stef never decides on a thing if it would not benefit her.She was also a perfectionis tlike him. And If she does like Sho it means she sees a potential in him. But the mere fact that he might get to see Sho again sends shivers down his spine. He tried everything to move on and now there is a possibility he might get to see him again. This was not what he planned for.

“Stef, I’m sorry. If its Ohno and Nino I can do that. But Sho? I’m sorry I might have to pass”. He turned away as he said that. Stephanie just sighed loudly enough for Jun to hear. Then he was startled to hear her laugh.

"I guess, you still haven't completely gotten over him. He is my one and only rival in your heart. and to think your in my bed but I'm still losing to him".

"Stef, I-".

“It's okay baby, I understand. Then I’ll settle for Ohno and Nino then.” she smiled. She stood up and left the kitchen. Then after a few minutes Jun heard the front door open. He quickly check and saw Stephanie leave the house and with a loud thud as she slammed the door shut. Jun was dumbfounded unable to move.

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“Since the filming will take part in Japan, why don’t we officially announce it there as well. We could have a gala night and a press con at the same time. Invite celebrities and known Film critiques. That will surely catch people’s attention to the film”.

“hmmm, its a good idea Jun.” She smiled warmly to Jun. As she shifts her weight in Jun’s lap.

“the guests to invite, it’s your problem now. Okay?”

“Okay. Heard you meet some actors for the possible cast. How was it?”

“Well, so far I like that Miura guy. He is so handsome! And definitely a possible addition is Ohno and Nino.but I’ve been eyeing someone.”

“ and who might it be?” Jun asked curiously.

“hmm.. You.”

“what? Me? Why?”

“I just want you to be one of the cast. And Ofcourse it would be awesome to see my boyfriend working and acting for me”. It’ll be like your my submissive and I’m your master!”

“and that’s you idea of domination over me?”

“hey! What do you expect? I’m director remember? But I also won’t mind dominating you on bed.”

“Oh! Someone is too direct. But I know you like being my sub in bed.”

“that! Is true”. And Stephanie kissed Jun with wanting and cheekily she forced her tongue to Jun’s and before he can react to it she pulled away.

“got to shower! I have to meet someone”.

“who might that be? You don’t know anyone here in Japan.”

“Someone. And don’t worry I’m not cheating on you”. She smirked and went upstairs to take a shower. Jun just chuckled and continued with his planning. But got interrupted when Stephanie shouted, telling that they run out of Shampoo. Jun smirked and knows what “RUN OUT” means and it means she wants Jun in the shower too.

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“Nino! Its me!” Jun grinned over the phone.

“J! How are you! Sorry I wasn’t able to keep in touch that much. You know how busy I am.”

“yea, I know how busy you are when your playing your games!” Nino just laughed and Jun is delighted to hear Nino’s voice.

“by the way Nino, have you received the invitation?”

“yea, I got t yesterday. Oh-chan also did.”

“That’s great! I hope you three could come!”

“ano, about that J. How about Sho-chan? He going to find out eventually.”

“Nino, I don’t have any plans of inviting him. And I’m not ready to face him yet.”

“I understand. But its hard to keep this from Sho. He is a wreck since you left Jun”.

“I was also in wreck when I left Nino.”

“yes, I’m sorry. Hmm, I think I should also keep an eye on Aiba, you know him he might slip and tell Sho about the party.”

“thank you Nino. Well see you soon!”

As he hung up. She heard Stef walking towards him

"So, Sakurai is forbidden in the party?"

"hun".

"but I'm sure he is going to find out. He could crash the party you know". She teased with a wide grin.

"I know him, he is very proper. If he isn't invite then he will never come. and I guess his busy, he won't come to a party. Work comes first that's is his motto."

Stephanie's face turned upside down but suddenly shifts and was smiling again.

"You really know him that well do you? his attitude, work ethics. and maybe you already have a mental map of his body." She whispered the last sentence in Jun's ear as she embrace him facing hi back.

"Stef, I was with him for almost 18 years. I know all the members very well. Not just him".

"yea, maybe. but knowing where exactly your favorite mole in his body is another different story. Yes?"

Jun was baffled. He turned to Stephanie curious as to why she said that. Jun does have a favorite mole in Sho's body. but as to how Stephanie knew, he wanted to know.

"what? how?"

She burst into laughter. she buried her face in Jun's chest. Jun looked at her with guilt.

"Jun, I love you. and that's why I know. like how you know almost everything about him". She looked up Jun and kissed him. Jun swear that it was not a loving kiss but more like a goodbye one. He hated the idea of her like this. He knows that Stephanie loves him so much. He also knew that Stephanie has a special place in his heart. He now realized that despite his confusion, and moments that his brain and heart betrayed her, she was always there. Loving him, comforting him. He wants Stephanie to be happy.

"I love you Stef".

Her shocked expression was unreadable. Soon tears trickled in her eyes. Jun never saw Stephanie cry. And he does not know if it was because of happiness or sadness. He brushed away the tears in her face and leaned in and kiss her. Poured his emotions in the kiss. He pulls away just to whisper in her ears

"shhh.. don't cry. please don't cry anymore." Stephanie just nodded. and Jun suddenly carries her and kissed her again and lead them to their room. He was convinced that its Stephanie that he wants to be with. Never will he be chained in the past.

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“Matsujun! It’s nice to see you again! How’s life in New York?”.

Jun beamed at the man infront of him he truly did miss Ogura-san.

“It’s nice to see you again , Ougura-san. t’s going great and I have to say, New York life suites me!”

“Well, I can see that! And having a beautiful girlfriend? I really think New York has been good to you!” Ogura-san was now laughing at Jun who seemed to blush.

“Yes, I guess I’m blessed to have her”. Jun smiled warmly.

“Jun-kun!” Jun heard his name and his body sings with joy when he realized whose voice it belonged to. Aiba was excitedly approaching him with Nino and Ohno trailing behind him.

“Aiba-chan! I miss you!”. He hugged the older man and hugged the other two after.

“ Guys! I’m so happy you’re all here!”

“we wouldn’t miss it for the world” Ohno replied smiling at Jun. They were catching up with each other. They talked about a lot of things. It was indeed better than the exchange in mails and calls. Being there with the other members made him feel like he was indeed home.

“Jun, do you mind if you introduce me to them?” Stephanie cling to his arms. She looks Gorgeous. With her long silk gown, with a low neck line but still she looked decent. And the dress looks like it was specially made for her fitting just right that it flatters her curves. Her hair was curled from her ear and swept away to one side. Make-up was not too much, only a bright rosy colour on her cheeks and lips.. Her eyes sparkled more than her jewelry. He was breathtaking and Jun could not take his eyes of her.

“Ofcourse, Stef, these are my brothers. Aiba, Ohno and Nino”.

“Nice to meet you boys! I’m Stephanie!”. She introduced herself while she shook their hands.

“J must be very lucky to have a such gorgeous partner”. Nino mused as he also looked at her with interest.

“Yes! Lucky indeed! I hope Jun could also introduce me to some pretty ladies in New York!” Aiba said with enthusiasm.

“Congrats Jun, now you’re going to start a movie.” Ohno smiled proudly at Jun. The latter felt that Ohno was indeed proud of him.

As guest filled in the room, the reporters also made their way inside the function. Everybody was intrigue and as well excited to such collaboration of a former Japanese idol and a most talk about upcoming director/producer.

As everybody was settled down, Jun and Stephanie made their way to the stage to officially start the event and greet the guest. They first started with the introduction of the film. And soon questions were swarming.

“So, have you decided on who’s going to play the lead role in the movie?”

“Actually we are in the process of audition to-“ Jun answered but completely cut-off by Stef.

“YES! We have already picked the main lead. And he already signed the contract”.

Jun’s bewilder eyes are evident. He never knew that Stephanie manage to picked the main lead of the movie without him knowing. He stared as her dumbfounded but soon realize that he looked like a moron and composed himself. Then he heard the same reporter asked another question.

“May we know who is this actor?”

“actually, Oh he just arrived. Everybody meet the main lead of this Drama.”

Jun immediately turned his gaze to where Stef was looking at. He froze, and could not even feel his pulse anymore. Ice trickled in his spine. He can’t believe that this was happening. It can’t be he said. But there he is. In a white suit with a black inner shirt, gray vest and purple tie. His hair obviously was freshly cut , bangs were swept in one side and the colour, it is as chocolate as he remembered it was. His eyes round and big, lips big, red and plump. That was the face he always dreams of. The face he dreaded to see. The face he longed for even in dreams. The face that he hated but at the same time loved.

“Sho..” he whispered.



A/N: this is longer than I expected it to be. but since this time it's Jun's POV. I think it has to be this long. and as you can see, throughout the fic, this is the first time there's a kiss and cuddle between Stephanie and Jun. (please don't hate! >.<) but I just want them to be intimate cause ofcourse Jun was trying to move on. AHHHHHH! I don't know what I'm saying though.. so I just have to say.. please enjoy! :D