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nutty_arashiTitle: I Finally Reached You
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octavialao
Genre: Romance/Fluff
Rating: G
Pairings: SAKUMOTO!!! <3
Beta:coolohoh
Summary: They're both tired. And they want to stop.
A/N: Hello! we're getting nearer!! Day 5!! Wooh! And actually, this one is like.. it's suppose to be an excerpt of the epilogue of my "To Get to You" fic. Hehehe! But I dunno.. Maybe I'll write it or not.. but I want this part posted tonight. And have you girls noticed I suck at fluffy fics?? Yea.. I'm more of the angsty type.. LOL! So! Please enjoy! <3 <3 <3
"I'm tired."
He said. Eyes never leaving my face. His own is contorted in what I think is grief. But I wonder why. Does he mean he's tired with me? Does the grief in his face means he grieves for me? Does he want me to bury everything? The thing, the very thing I nurtured but never flourished?
"I'm tired of this Sakurai-san. Let's stop this before we-"
I laughed. I laughed so hard. It's a mocking laugh and I know he knows it. His face turns into a grimace then a scorn. He's mad. I know but I can't help it.
"Care to share a shit?" His tone low and hard. Looking at me with utter hatred.
"This is why we need to stop this. You're not well Sakurai-san. Good night."
He turned and lifted his feet to the door of my room. But I grab his left wrist, dragge dhim and threw him on my bed.
"What the hell are you doing!?"
I climbed over him and straddled him. He tried to push me away but I gripped his arms and pinned them over his head. He struggled and squirmed under me. But there's a wild hint of excitement in his eyes. His lips quivering. His breathing, fast and shallow. I know he wants me. I looked him in the eye, trying not to cry, but he stopped squirming. His mouth gaped and he stared at me in wonder and pain.
I haven't noticed that my tears are watering his face. I closed my eyes and rested my forehead with his. I leaned towards him more such that our noses touched. I pulled away and stared at his beautiful face.
"Sakura-"
"I'm tired too. Fuck! I had enough too! I'm sick and tired of this, of me like this. Of you like that!"
His brows met and he tried to struggle once more.
"That's why we need to stop this! We at totally opposite ends!"
I laughed once again. Yes, trust Jun to think of a solution.
"That's what I wanted too. Please let's stop this."
My voice was small and soft. He froze. We stayed there drinking in each others presence. I let go of his arms and cupped his face. My tears are flowing more and every drop falls on his face.
"I'll stop running after you. You get more distant the more I go after you."
I leaned closer once more and enveloped our lips. A dance of soft flesh full of unspoken love. I pulled away to kiss and lick his neck.
"Stop running please? Just stay were you are. Let me reach you, to get to you, and let me love you."
He stayed quiet. I buried my face on the crook of his neck and held him like he'll disappear the moment I let him go.
He pushed me gently and I felt defeated. I thought that maybe I would never reach him. I didn't realized that I my eyes are still closed till I felt his hand touching my face. I opened them only to see him kiss my lips. There was a certain pull, a sensation, a unspoken spell. And I knew, I knew. He'd stopped running away. And I finally reached him, and I can finally love him.
Author:
octavialaoGenre: Romance/Fluff
Rating: G
Pairings: SAKUMOTO!!! <3
Beta:
coolohohSummary: They're both tired. And they want to stop.
A/N: Hello! we're getting nearer!! Day 5!! Wooh! And actually, this one is like.. it's suppose to be an excerpt of the epilogue of my "To Get to You" fic. Hehehe! But I dunno.. Maybe I'll write it or not.. but I want this part posted tonight. And have you girls noticed I suck at fluffy fics?? Yea.. I'm more of the angsty type.. LOL! So! Please enjoy! <3 <3 <3
"I'm tired."
He said. Eyes never leaving my face. His own is contorted in what I think is grief. But I wonder why. Does he mean he's tired with me? Does the grief in his face means he grieves for me? Does he want me to bury everything? The thing, the very thing I nurtured but never flourished?
"I'm tired of this Sakurai-san. Let's stop this before we-"
I laughed. I laughed so hard. It's a mocking laugh and I know he knows it. His face turns into a grimace then a scorn. He's mad. I know but I can't help it.
"Care to share a shit?" His tone low and hard. Looking at me with utter hatred.
"This is why we need to stop this. You're not well Sakurai-san. Good night."
He turned and lifted his feet to the door of my room. But I grab his left wrist, dragge dhim and threw him on my bed.
"What the hell are you doing!?"
I climbed over him and straddled him. He tried to push me away but I gripped his arms and pinned them over his head. He struggled and squirmed under me. But there's a wild hint of excitement in his eyes. His lips quivering. His breathing, fast and shallow. I know he wants me. I looked him in the eye, trying not to cry, but he stopped squirming. His mouth gaped and he stared at me in wonder and pain.
I haven't noticed that my tears are watering his face. I closed my eyes and rested my forehead with his. I leaned towards him more such that our noses touched. I pulled away and stared at his beautiful face.
"Sakura-"
"I'm tired too. Fuck! I had enough too! I'm sick and tired of this, of me like this. Of you like that!"
His brows met and he tried to struggle once more.
"That's why we need to stop this! We at totally opposite ends!"
I laughed once again. Yes, trust Jun to think of a solution.
"That's what I wanted too. Please let's stop this."
My voice was small and soft. He froze. We stayed there drinking in each others presence. I let go of his arms and cupped his face. My tears are flowing more and every drop falls on his face.
"I'll stop running after you. You get more distant the more I go after you."
I leaned closer once more and enveloped our lips. A dance of soft flesh full of unspoken love. I pulled away to kiss and lick his neck.
"Stop running please? Just stay were you are. Let me reach you, to get to you, and let me love you."
He stayed quiet. I buried my face on the crook of his neck and held him like he'll disappear the moment I let him go.
He pushed me gently and I felt defeated. I thought that maybe I would never reach him. I didn't realized that I my eyes are still closed till I felt his hand touching my face. I opened them only to see him kiss my lips. There was a certain pull, a sensation, a unspoken spell. And I knew, I knew. He'd stopped running away. And I finally reached him, and I can finally love him.
